No Tengo Anadie

Currently in the process of understanding some things.  I know these answers and/or reasons will never be revealed but I have to ponder them anyways.  It is what I do.

You spend seven months getting to know the ins and outs of someone.  Building a friendship plus what seems like a strong connection.  Things happen.  I mean, that’s life.  Shit fucking happens.  Sometimes there truly is neither side to blame.  Because ultimately people decide they want different things, different companionship, and perhaps they are just at completely opposite places in their lives.  But in the end, why not try to be a decent person about it.  The way you handle yourself in certain situations is a true testament to your character.  If someone says to you, and I quote,

“trust is earned
but, unlike trust being earned, respect
respect must always be given”,
you would expect them to uphold a statement like that.  Have a bit of integrity.  Say what you mean, mean what you say.
As much as I don’t want to admit to the pain, I will say this.  The hardest part is knowing that the person that used to want to make me happy, make me smile, do nice things for me, and comfort me didn’t even care enough about me as a human being to end things on a good note.  I can get over everything else and I will in time.  But that part will hurt forever.
These are the last words I will speak of this.  Time to erase and rewind.
2010
02/02
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